Little restriction

Im in need of a fill lately and I have to wait another few weeks and getting anxious. Im starting to eat much more these days, and Im kind of sitting on around 104.1 to 104.5kg so it would be nice to see the 103 on the scales. Only 7 weeks until Christmas and my goal is to get under 100 kg by December 25th 2008... Which technically is another 4.5kg (boring information I know but this blog helps me to see how far I have come so sorry)

It sounds pretty easy to do and really not a really hard goal and If I put everything into it i could do it in a few weeks if i had to... but the band is in for ever and I have pushed myself in the past only to get quick results that only last for a short time so no hurry. I have been managing 8.5kg per 2 months so i guess that would mean that will reach 75kg by.....May 2009 which is what i am aiming for anyway... (hope I didnt jinx myself)

Beena

My Progress so far

My QLD holiday

How great it felt to not need a belt extention on the plane to be able to fit in the tshirts sold at the theme parks and to not worry about fitting in rides anymore. I had a bottom appartment but would of not cared if i had to climb to the top stairs. i feel so much fitter then ever before. I ate bad (as i do on holidays and lets face it there are little choices besides soft chips for bandsters) but it didn't seem to matter because i was 3kg lighter when i got back. I'm now 105.4kg. I have a long way to go but Im getting there I swam with the dolphins and fitted in the wetsuits supplied it was my main worry when i booked it over 3 months ago. Its amazing to think that in only 4 months i have lost 26+kg, more then i have ever lost in that amount of time. I did have a small lapband eposode where the pain ran through my back and chest. i may of eaten to fast. It only ever lasts for 30 min this one lasted the whole day. they are quick reminders that the band is still in there. It was hard to maintain my little secret especiallly at the all you can eat sizzler dinner the other family suggested. It was a waste of money for me because i didnt eat much but I dont think hey noticed cos i went back for more, i only put a tiny bit on my plate the first time so it looked like i was eating normal. Anyway this is my journey so far....

Im now 107.1kg over 25kg lost feeling great and loving it so far.... ive had my 2nd fill I think 1 more should do it. Im full quicker Im hoping in 2 weeks I can get down to 104kg lets see.

The fills dont hurt my doctor is great and does it fast.
Ive met some great people on line and am enjoying being some wha human again mentally and physically.

Beena