I had another fill last Friday and I may or may not be at my limit. I have had a tummy bug so its hard to tell at this stage. Once again it took him a while to get the fill in and I was concerned I may of got an infection, I went to my GP and he said to see how I go but just thought it was gastro. (not the greatest thing to cop with the band) I jumped on the scales this morning and It showed over 1.5kg loss with in the week. I have prob eaten 1 meal in 2 days. In the past when I had gastro i still would test the limits and as soon as there was a slight chance of feeling better I would eat... only to be feeling ill again.
This time I am not hungry and not bothering thanks to the band...
I was wondering if anyone else out there feels as though they always just feel that little bit "off" like not 100% well? Since the band this is me!! Its not a bad thing because i feel much better now then i did at 132.5kg's but,, for me... there is just a little something that makes me not feel 100%. I dont think its anything to worry about, but there is a plastic thing or what ever its made of thing inside my body thats really not meant to be there! (and neither was the fat) so either way I had to choice.
I love the band though.. I like the new me! I actually get called "cute" and Attractive" and they are words I dont believe fall into my world what so ever thinner or not... but its still nice to hear them!
I hope this tummy bug goes away! soon!
Anyway I was about 94.7kg this morning!! NOW I cant remember being that light the least I remember being was 95kg!!... its a good feeling Cant wait until im 89kg!!! which is only around the corner... Little goals! are always good! and achievable!
Cheers
Beena
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- Beena
- I got the Lapband on the 7th August 2008 and have lost just over 30kg in 4 months. This is my journey so far.... I am more then happy to help with what I have learnt so far being banded. Cheers Beena
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I have been really struggling with the thought of having something 'foreign' in my body... and I am really surprised/interested to hear that you feel "off" - strange...
could it be psychological???
L
Hi Fatgirlslim
(cute name by the way)
No its not Psychological! for me!
Everyone is different! some people can feel it in there and some can not I certainly can....
I have a tube that pops out and you can see it under the skin. I can lay on my belly and know where it is. I can have the fill and feel where the tightness is right away. Thats the way the band has worked for me. Im not sayingits a bad thing, but it is a "foreign object" in your body that is not meant to be there Thats why i know its not psychological so its not a real suprise to me that i feel this way... I wouldnt expect anything less. Like I said everyones different.. this is just me!.I know what you mean about struggling with the whole "foreign object" thing I felt really strange about it as well, but Ive lost over 35 kg and I dont think the fat was meant to be there either. It was life or death for me I had just given up and accepted that I was fat and I would die this way. So it was either live with the foreign object or accept my fate... I choose the band. Good luck with it all if you have any questions feel free to ask I will do my best as to what i have learnt so far
Cheers
Beena
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